Wednesday, March 24

intoxicated....

really and yes!!!!today is saturday.yesterday is friday.tomorrow is sunday.the day after tomorrow is monday.and life goes on.non-stop.unsaying the word of being hurt, is not true unless i tried my hardest to get into something terrible.well, i'm not that too hurt to cry like a baby.hahahaha..the truth is, i cried.like a baby.even when no one will laugh at my face.when they sees me crying.naa...that's wat hurt the most ler..
i guess, this is not the real state of feeling that come across my mind.rite now, wat's the biggest problem is, i'm intoxicated.when i'm thinking about my future, and my future husband.hahahah...nope la.wasting tyme aje kut...no more boys can enter my life..again.mls.n nyampah.huhuhu...p msuk tong sampah ler..deyy, feeling!!!ngahahahha..

this whole weekdays, i'm living.living and living.even, there's a pain i must overcome.but, until this tyme, i'm still not moving doing anything.ngaaaa....pening kut!!!riso overboard...hahahaha...being into such situation where i need to make options in my life is the hardest kut???xsuke2...tp kene gak handle, so that i can live...BIOTECH or  AQUATIC???in the end, i'm taking BIOTECH.as the final option.not to turn back.i'm stick to this decision.hmmm...now, i'm pushing hard so that i can finished study before exam.n, pushing the most hardest to let go of the LAZY thing in me and to kick out the CRAVING for FACEBOOK-ing in me.wahh, pyh btul nk berenggang ngan FB skang nh.da jd laki number 2 ak kut??hahahah...

grr....St John Nite yg dinanti2kan pun tibe.ak still x bergaye mcm bese, dan aku dikelilingi dgn gadis2 cntik yg pndai je bergaye.huhuhu...sdey!!!T_T...tp xpe la, nk bwt mcm ne kan??bez, n mknn pun not that bad.thniah sbb AJK2 St John Nite berjaye handle tgs dgn baik...kalo la ak pun jd AJK gak, mst bez...hmm,  rezeki msg2 kte pengacare dinner td.huhuhu....btul la.tp bez.sbb dpt amek gmbr ngan AT yg kire mcm idola ak la..n dye la yg bg semangt kt ak mse ak ak rse mcm da nk drop je st john.KAREN LIEW.dr hr 1st, i'm idolizing ur character..huhuhu..xtipu.tp nex year, dye kte dye x de kt sini sbb msuk prgram student exchange...huuu....sdey2..tp, xpelah, everyone has the chance they shud take i their lifetime.and everyone has to move on.same like me, i need to move on.over and over again.



Wednesday, March 24

intoxicated....

really and yes!!!!today is saturday.yesterday is friday.tomorrow is sunday.the day after tomorrow is monday.and life goes on.non-stop.unsaying the word of being hurt, is not true unless i tried my hardest to get into something terrible.well, i'm not that too hurt to cry like a baby.hahahaha..the truth is, i cried.like a baby.even when no one will laugh at my face.when they sees me crying.naa...that's wat hurt the most ler..
i guess, this is not the real state of feeling that come across my mind.rite now, wat's the biggest problem is, i'm intoxicated.when i'm thinking about my future, and my future husband.hahahah...nope la.wasting tyme aje kut...no more boys can enter my life..again.mls.n nyampah.huhuhu...p msuk tong sampah ler..deyy, feeling!!!ngahahahha..

this whole weekdays, i'm living.living and living.even, there's a pain i must overcome.but, until this tyme, i'm still not moving doing anything.ngaaaa....pening kut!!!riso overboard...hahahaha...being into such situation where i need to make options in my life is the hardest kut???xsuke2...tp kene gak handle, so that i can live...BIOTECH or  AQUATIC???in the end, i'm taking BIOTECH.as the final option.not to turn back.i'm stick to this decision.hmmm...now, i'm pushing hard so that i can finished study before exam.n, pushing the most hardest to let go of the LAZY thing in me and to kick out the CRAVING for FACEBOOK-ing in me.wahh, pyh btul nk berenggang ngan FB skang nh.da jd laki number 2 ak kut??hahahah...

grr....St John Nite yg dinanti2kan pun tibe.ak still x bergaye mcm bese, dan aku dikelilingi dgn gadis2 cntik yg pndai je bergaye.huhuhu...sdey!!!T_T...tp xpe la, nk bwt mcm ne kan??bez, n mknn pun not that bad.thniah sbb AJK2 St John Nite berjaye handle tgs dgn baik...kalo la ak pun jd AJK gak, mst bez...hmm,  rezeki msg2 kte pengacare dinner td.huhuhu....btul la.tp bez.sbb dpt amek gmbr ngan AT yg kire mcm idola ak la..n dye la yg bg semangt kt ak mse ak ak rse mcm da nk drop je st john.KAREN LIEW.dr hr 1st, i'm idolizing ur character..huhuhu..xtipu.tp nex year, dye kte dye x de kt sini sbb msuk prgram student exchange...huuu....sdey2..tp, xpelah, everyone has the chance they shud take i their lifetime.and everyone has to move on.same like me, i need to move on.over and over again.



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